Assalamualaiku and Hye readers !
Today from morning until night I have my headache. I do not even know why. I was already familiar headache. But not like today is going to be :( A headache problem I solved by contacting Ejad. The pain that I am experiencing decrease when heard his voice :) Hmmmm. He said he had a BBQ tomorrow with his friends at beach. Parting day maybe? Atau jamuan perpisahan. Kan ? Maklumlah, people already free from SPM is to say :D But suddenly, while calling, sentences I do not like going out again from his mouth. I think only before SPM he will talk like that. But? I understand, maybe before SPM he wanted to study. Right ? But I did not expect even after SPM also he would say like that. He said "go to bed early tonight keh" huh! Honestly, every time he says that I feel like he have no time for me. Ok ok :( I receive. Maybe I'm being too sensitive. But I'm old patient with his attitude like that. You, you really have no time for me ? If you do have no time for me, frankly tell laa k? I will trying to understand you. You, I just feel want to cry bila awak macam takde masa je untuk saya. Actually, who am I to you? Ohh, maybe Im too hoping kat awak. Terhegeh-hegeh kat awak. Maybe I'm wrong. No, saya tak mintak to talk with you for a long time. No, saya tak mintak cakap dengan awak until pagi buta. Tidak ! Saya tak mintak semua tu. I just want you to give your time for me sekejap.
I just want to feel appreciated by you. Its no need you talking like " sleep early " anymore after awak bebas SPM ni. Tau tak ? Awak cakap macam awak busy sangat. Forgive me, because do not and can't understand you. I don't know why I'm so sensitive. I've tried to be the best, but? Im sorry, after this I will never much hope with you anymore. Insha Allah :) Selama ni, Im too hope until dissapointed. Maybe you are too good for me. You, if you read this, I want you to know, saya sayang awak. I just want to feel appreciated by you. Just that :)
Okay lahh speaking pulak aku yeee. Mengada betul. Hahaha. Dah laa ayat tunggang tebalik. Sorry broken english laaa katakan. Tengok, pening aku pun dah berkurang sebab penat menaip. Alhamdulilah. Hihihi. Eh Eh dah lewat dah ni. Aku tido dulu k readers ! Okbye takecare :)
Thankyou for reading my entry. See you next time ! Okbye, Assalamualaikum :)
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